It's Inevitable.

It's inevitable. Love. It's inevitable, horrible, beautiful, peace, and war. At some point, we find ourselves staring at the ceiling wondering how something so beautiful can so suddenly turn into a tragedy. Why is this? Why do we feed off of something that can be so toxic to our lives? It's simple really. In the moments we are happy, love is the creator not the destroyer. Happiness is the ultimate goal, so I've heard. The one true thing that disappointments me with love, however, is how it has control over itself. You can love someone more than life itself, but if the feeling is not reciprocated, it's more of a harm than anything. It just keeps us wondering and hoping, but its never definite. Love may be infinite, but it is not definite. Love is about change and risk, yet we find ourselves stuck in the same scenario again and again taking the easy way out. I can sit here and write all day about how love is free of jealousy and hate, but that's not true either. With love, there is going to be both jealousy and hate. We eventually get let down by something or someone we love and our emotions run so deep that we resort to jealousy and hate. I will not deny that I am a Hippocrate. I will not deny that I can be a jealous person. I am not afraid to face my fears as well as my faults. It's reality. The first step to being happy is admittance to yourself that you are not perfect and that, in fact, you are a sinner. But never forget that behind every smile, there is a story. These stories are of all sorts and I can guarantee that each and every one revolves around either happy love, funny love, heartbreak, fear of love, acceptance that a love has ended, anger with love, or a let down of love. It's crazy how we let these emotions run our lives in such a deceiving manner, but there is no end to it. All we can do is give it our best shot and use the past as a lesson for the future. Love is fear. Love is loss. Love is happiness. Love is laughter. Love is a lesson. Love is Love. Most importantly, love is forgiveness.